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rain_and_snow) wrote2007-10-06 09:58 pm
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It would seem that there is something 'wrong' with me - and if not especially wrong, something 'different'. An oddity, perhaps, in the way I experience stimuli and emotion. I do not express emotion related to thoughts, and I experience feelings as a sensation without thought attached - which is apparently unusual.Further I experience sounds, sights, smells and tastes in a manner which is apparently very different. I find an apple to be a cause for tears. Hearing the doorbell causes me to see yellow. The number nine is a very melancholy number, while the number three loves to party. Number four is on stimulants, and causes a surge of adrenaline when I see it. (This makes a math exam something of a roller-coaster) The filing thing is very sad, but the wardrobe next to it is contemplative.
Life is, at least, interesting. I also lost my distance vision halfway through Chem Paper 2 Mock - I looked for the time, and could not read the board. We're hoping this is a stress reaction, even though I am yet to actually 'feel' stressed.

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