rain_and_snow: Drawing of a stick figure tearing up paper (words)
rain_and_snow ([personal profile] rain_and_snow) wrote2007-10-06 09:58 pm

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It would seem that there is something 'wrong' with me - and if not especially wrong, something 'different'. An oddity, perhaps, in the way I experience stimuli and emotion. I do not express emotion related to thoughts, and I experience feelings as a sensation without thought attached - which is apparently unusual.Further I experience sounds, sights, smells and tastes in a manner which is apparently very different. I find an apple to be a cause for tears. Hearing the doorbell causes me to see yellow. The number nine is a very melancholy number, while the number three loves to party. Number four is on stimulants, and causes a surge of adrenaline when I see it. (This makes a math exam something of a roller-coaster) The filing thing is very sad, but the wardrobe next to it is contemplative.

Life is, at least, interesting. I also lost my distance vision halfway through Chem Paper 2 Mock - I looked for the time, and could not read the board. We're hoping this is a stress reaction, even though I am yet to actually 'feel' stressed.

[identity profile] scoober.livejournal.com 2007-10-06 12:28 pm (UTC)(link)
You are amazing.

[identity profile] charlesnaismith.livejournal.com 2007-10-06 06:46 pm (UTC)(link)
You gotta love being different.

[identity profile] nervegasattack.livejournal.com 2007-10-07 12:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Oddly enough, I have heard of that numbers thing before. In fact I read a few articles on it in the past... strange things.

[identity profile] rain-and-snow.livejournal.com 2007-10-11 09:03 am (UTC)(link)
^-^ 'synthesia' is the general term.

[identity profile] vasquaz.livejournal.com 2007-10-09 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
You have synesthesia?

<3

[identity profile] rain-and-snow.livejournal.com 2007-10-11 09:02 am (UTC)(link)
Partly, or at least 'sort-of'... something like a 'weak' form, and I don't fit the 'standard' presentations. But yes, I do (kinda)