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rain_and_snow) wrote2008-12-08 11:53 pm
rain_and_snow) wrote2008-12-08 11:53 pm
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You don't happen to recall my school-based IB number do you? It's driving me insane.
I know my personal code, but not the number the school used year after year. I'm sure it was something similar to 1106, or 1016, or 1066 - but I think I'd recall 1066 because of history.
I can't FIND it anywhere. It's not on my computer because none of my actual work ever ended up backed up.
It's something I really, really want to know. At the moment I'm seeing myself as a series of numbers. My VCAA one, my IB one, and my TFN.
The first two are representations of things, yes 'things', that have created/allowed/seen change and milestones. The TFN is just the one that seems to make me a 'real' person to the rest of the world. And that I DON'T KNOW one of the numbers is driving me insane. Like something is missing.
Maybe it's sad, but those two numbers are probably the only things I'd ever get stuck on me permanently, AND I CAN'T REMEMBER ONE.
So, uh, yeah, if you know my IB number, I'd much appreciate you letting me know!
I also bought a mattress today. And a clothes horse, and a mattress protector, and an awesome fish-bone soap dish.
Some of yesterday was very calming. I moved in the kitchen, really. I was left to it, and was able to put things in places, and tidy, and feel like it was mine, and that I was in control. I don't have a kettle (or a teapot), but that's about it. I can use saucepans anyhow.
I know my personal code, but not the number the school used year after year. I'm sure it was something similar to 1106, or 1016, or 1066 - but I think I'd recall 1066 because of history.
I can't FIND it anywhere. It's not on my computer because none of my actual work ever ended up backed up.
It's something I really, really want to know. At the moment I'm seeing myself as a series of numbers. My VCAA one, my IB one, and my TFN.
The first two are representations of things, yes 'things', that have created/allowed/seen change and milestones. The TFN is just the one that seems to make me a 'real' person to the rest of the world. And that I DON'T KNOW one of the numbers is driving me insane. Like something is missing.
Maybe it's sad, but those two numbers are probably the only things I'd ever get stuck on me permanently, AND I CAN'T REMEMBER ONE.
So, uh, yeah, if you know my IB number, I'd much appreciate you letting me know!
I also bought a mattress today. And a clothes horse, and a mattress protector, and an awesome fish-bone soap dish.
Some of yesterday was very calming. I moved in the kitchen, really. I was left to it, and was able to put things in places, and tidy, and feel like it was mine, and that I was in control. I don't have a kettle (or a teapot), but that's about it. I can use saucepans anyhow.
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(Anonymous) 2008-12-11 08:00 am (UTC)(link)no subject
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I somehow ended up with TWO toasters - same brand, same model, but one with the "wide slice" feature. Clever, aren't I! So, thanks, but I've already got one (two).