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rain_and_snow) wrote2009-07-03 02:08 pm
rain_and_snow) wrote2009-07-03 02:08 pm
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I want to write an essay.
I can't even read. The words are swimming on the screen, and on the page if I print them.
I got extensions for being physically unwell on the last lot. I don't want to ask again.
I am down to 4 hours at work, now, but I have been offered two shifts a week (it seems) at the place I trialled about a month ago. Pay isn't great, but the eggplant dip is really good. As are the staff.
I am totally over this slowed cognition, inability to sleep/eat/concentrate/be active/make judgements/decisions, headaches/backaches, fuzziness.
I am over my tutor not responding to my emails. FOUR DAYS ALREADY.
I am over being screwed over at work, and I still don't want to leave, and this frustrates me. And not being told anything. S and I were employed at the same time, in response to the same ad, and started with the same hours. He had four shifts, I one - I complained about my lack of work, and it ended up with him 3, me 2. No idea how many he's got now I'm back to one.
Five years is a really long time when you've not even been alive for 20.
I am also over people using "schizophrenic" and "bi-polar" and "OCD" all over the place - I presume they don't know what they are on about.
Waiting on the US dollar, still - we're going well against it at the moment. I just need FaireLady to get the dice (dies?) she's ordered. So impatient for that press.
I can't even read. The words are swimming on the screen, and on the page if I print them.
I got extensions for being physically unwell on the last lot. I don't want to ask again.
I am down to 4 hours at work, now, but I have been offered two shifts a week (it seems) at the place I trialled about a month ago. Pay isn't great, but the eggplant dip is really good. As are the staff.
I am totally over this slowed cognition, inability to sleep/eat/concentrate/be active/make judgements/decisions, headaches/backaches, fuzziness.
I am over my tutor not responding to my emails. FOUR DAYS ALREADY.
I am over being screwed over at work, and I still don't want to leave, and this frustrates me. And not being told anything. S and I were employed at the same time, in response to the same ad, and started with the same hours. He had four shifts, I one - I complained about my lack of work, and it ended up with him 3, me 2. No idea how many he's got now I'm back to one.
Five years is a really long time when you've not even been alive for 20.
I am also over people using "schizophrenic" and "bi-polar" and "OCD" all over the place - I presume they don't know what they are on about.
Waiting on the US dollar, still - we're going well against it at the moment. I just need FaireLady to get the dice (dies?) she's ordered. So impatient for that press.
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