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rain_and_snow) wrote2009-09-21 12:55 am
rain_and_snow) wrote2009-09-21 12:55 am
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My mother and I are planning to visit my 'old' work - the failed meat shop/deli/pre-prepared foods/cafe place for lunch. We both came up with the idea independently. Passive aggressive are we. Twil be fun.
Socialising tonight was probably good for me. It reduced the length of time I could get worked up over not being able to read.
Not being able to read. Yes, I can listen to things, but the concentration issue is still the same. Coming up to four weeks now.
Oddly large number of large house flies on the kitchen and living room windows.
I feel ill.
A phone call nearly made me cry today and I can't tell why. I'd love to know why. Crying over thinking of this person seems not the right reaction. Especially when it seems to be a sad crying. I don't understand.
I have a problem with corsets and fish. I like them waaaaaaaaay too much.
I love learning. I just can't seem to do much of it in the way I like best, and it's really getting to me.
I feel overwhelmed. Uni work is piling up because I can't concentrate enough to do any of it. My work shifts aren't that numerous, and I am a job down; and school holidays mean two weeks of no looking after the twins.
I feel like there is something that is wrong. Possibly something that is wrong with me. And I'm just going to explode. I can't see Helen until Friday. And even seeing her doesn't actually help, because I have no idea what the problem is.
Socialising tonight was probably good for me. It reduced the length of time I could get worked up over not being able to read.
Not being able to read. Yes, I can listen to things, but the concentration issue is still the same. Coming up to four weeks now.
Oddly large number of large house flies on the kitchen and living room windows.
I feel ill.
A phone call nearly made me cry today and I can't tell why. I'd love to know why. Crying over thinking of this person seems not the right reaction. Especially when it seems to be a sad crying. I don't understand.
I have a problem with corsets and fish. I like them waaaaaaaaay too much.
I love learning. I just can't seem to do much of it in the way I like best, and it's really getting to me.
I feel overwhelmed. Uni work is piling up because I can't concentrate enough to do any of it. My work shifts aren't that numerous, and I am a job down; and school holidays mean two weeks of no looking after the twins.
I feel like there is something that is wrong. Possibly something that is wrong with me. And I'm just going to explode. I can't see Helen until Friday. And even seeing her doesn't actually help, because I have no idea what the problem is.
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So no worries.
(I worry saying 'no worries' makes me sound bogan. >.<)
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Hope things take a turn for the better soon :(
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