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rain_and_snow ([personal profile] rain_and_snow) wrote2009-11-14 06:27 pm

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I am frustrated that it was okay for my sister to not be in attendance at FairShare this morning, but I had to be there.
I am frustrated that my parents abuse their parental authority.
I am frustrated that they think saying thank-you is sufficient. (I consider meaning it important)
I am frustrated that they don't know what I like, or what I enjoy, and that they seem to have no perception of who I am at all.
I am frustrated that they cannot take me seriously.

I am tired, and I want my cough to go away.

I want to know what my mother's theory is on why my sister and I both have similar symptoms, but she refuses to talk about it.

I have been asked to translate a lecture on cardiotherascic physio into French. Huzzah!

I am also in possession of new clothes for summer.

I hate my body, and I don't want to.

I am depressed, addicted, psychotic, nightmared, and I want kids.

I want someone to take care of me, but I won't let anyone try.

I want to SLEEP, dammit. And not wake up tired.

[identity profile] scoober.livejournal.com 2009-11-14 08:13 am (UTC)(link)
I think you're awesome. I wonder what you think is sufficient more than saying thank you? Not because I think you're wrong; I just don't know what you mean.

[identity profile] rain-and-snow.livejournal.com 2009-11-14 12:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I think it's because it wasn't meant, and because it was prefaced with a pet name for me that I hate, and haven't responded to from them in years.
Also that it won't make up for me being totally screwed for work tomorrow, and amazingly (seriously, not sarcastically) made me really tired and thus ruined my day's plans.

[identity profile] scoober.livejournal.com 2009-11-14 12:14 pm (UTC)(link)
That sounds like it sucks quite a bit. *hugs* Get some rest?

[identity profile] this-worm-wine.livejournal.com 2009-11-14 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
*big fat hugs for the Catherine!!!!*

On the wanting to be taken care of item, but not wanting anyone to do so, how do you feel about soup left on your doorstep?